Today, on December 16, 2015 wasn't good day for my feeling. Many things happened today and dominated by unwilling things but Of course, as a moslem person I have to say "Hamdalah" with all of things that happened.
Maybe, it's a feeling that felt by my lovely dad at the past. Oh no. no. I can't blame the time now! I must keep moving forward to save my life in happiness. But in this post, I will share all of my feelings that disturbing my activity at all. Just share, not blame and make you (readers that feel my feelings as him/her) as a cause of my fall-apart-day. :-)
The first, today I miss by someone
that like as my bestfriend. Even I feel enjoying when I stay at the home of my bestfriend just for a while. Yes, I can't deceiving my feelling that I miss you, My bestfriend ever had. I crossed street that ever we crossed at the past. Yes, I just wanna say I miss you guys..
The second, I feel anxiously with my big family. I feel a decreasing of our quality of life. I will not show what is it, but my feeling say that I have to rebuild this badness to be a goodness. I'm the only man that stay with my family. I cried after hearing QS. 66:6 that spoke about keeping family from pains of hell. :-(
The third, I still not find my true metods to study yet. It confused me. I just like as a figure that silent all times in the class but infact I was thinking hard about myself. :-( on January 4, 2016 will be the last exam for the first semester. I hope Allah will guide me for my spirit and my success at all things. Aamiin.
Maybe three feelings that I shore, just for filling my spare time. I haven't good hearing friend now. so then, I shore all of me at my friend that always accompany me, My PC hehe.
May be a benefit for you
-Alim-
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